afkare bi payane man

tasmim be neveshtan gerefteam. shayad ghodrate sabte afkari ke ba sorate 100 metr dar sanie az saram oboor mikonand ra nadashte basham.
inroozha delam baraye cheshmane roshanash migaryad. anghadr sar be balin geristeam ke goonehayam zebr va alyafe baleshtam narm shodeand.
khoda niz az doahaye man janesh be lab amade. 1 dam margash ra mikhaham va dami digar khodash ra. yek dam baraye dashtanesh zaje mizanamm, dami baraye inke dashtanesh ra faramoosh konam.
in che chahi bood ke ta gheflat kardam dar an sor khordam va modathast ke dar talashamke az aan nejat yabam. va che dardist ke bazivaghta az talash khaste mishavam va baz be tahe haman chah sor mikhoram.
kash mididamat. kash mishod ba cheshmanat sohbat konam. dirgahist ke negahat dar negaham gereh nakhorde va garmai vojoodam ra por nakarde. kash mishod man tora bebinam man ba to harf beanam ama to mano nabini. to nafahmi chegoone asheghane cheshmanat ra ebadat mikonam. akhar dore cheshmane sabzat gashtan barayam geran tamam shode.
1000 tanbiho chare baraye in gozashteam ke digar be to, be cheshmanat va be harfhayat digar dekr nakonam, ama tamameshan shekast boode.akharin tasmimam in boode ke taslime khasteye khoda shavam. hhar che oon khast bada bad. ama cheghadr doshvar ast ke bad az jomleye khodaya harchi kheir ast ra bekon nagoyam oo ra be man baz gardan.
gah miandisham aya mishavad inchenin soozeshi ke ghalbe man darad baes shavad dar shabane rooz oo yek lahze esme mara be yad avarad?faramoosh kardanam ra be ostadie taam be etmam resande. kash hengame boodanash az ashegh boodanash lezat mibordam va nemigozashtam ezterabe inke aya dar ayande man ra khoshbakht khahad kard lezate lahzehayam ra par par konad.