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dar noghteye badi az zendegimam. self-satisfaction nadaram. delam nemikhad khodam basham. yani ba khodam haal nemikonam. be hame hasoodim mishe. az ye taraf fek mikonam enghad orze nadaram ke kasi doostam dashte bashe. az ye tarafe dige nemitoonam ba kasi besazam. doktor boodano eftekhar kardan behesh aakharin chizie ke too zenhname. bakhodam migam age az aval shooroo mikardam, arayeshgar mishodam. ama dele khosh dashtam. khodamo be esme doktor boodan mahdood be ye seri harekate khanoomane nemikardam. eshve dahtam , ama khanoom naboodam. az har lahzeye zendegim estefade mikardam. doostayi ke mesle khodam sheitoon basham migereftam.
kolan ba khodam haal nemikonam. ba dasto pa cholofty boodanam. ba ghoroore ziadim. ba passive boodanam. ba inke bayad hame chio control konam ama chon nemitonam asabani mishamo too khodam mirizam. ba inke nemitoonam emotionamo control konam. be hame vabaste misham. nemikham kasi azam door she. attn daem mikham. az hameye ina badam miad. khoob ke fek mikonam khoosoosiate barezi nadaram ke behesh eftekhar konam. khoda koni in mozei bashe