wrong place, wrong time

zamane badi varede makane badi az zendegish shodam. oon avaz shode. kamelan. be ghole khodesh kole zendegisho avaz karde. oonvaght man oomadam migam hamoon bash, manam hamoon meghdar doost dashte bash. be ghole khodesh 2 ta bazi mokhtalef darim mikonim. man doosesh daram o mikhamesh ba tamame voojoodam, oon na. az mosahebat ba man lezat mibare. yani age ham sohbate behtari peida kone, oono entekhab mikone. az doost dashtane ziadish va del tang shodane ziadish va dar eine hal nadashtanesh mitarsam. az inke far'i too zendegisham va oon asle zendegime mitarsam. vazeh va roo baz dare neshoon mide be onvane ye ex mikhad mano. va man daram kamelan roo baste say mikonam hame chish besham. bazihaye mokhtalef.aslna hes mikonam nemishnasamesh. ye adame jadide. in ehsasaye jadidesho nemishnasam. kasi ke tamam modat khodesho bara esbat mikard khob kamelan avaz shode. niazi be esbat kardane khodesh nadare. badtarin chiz ine ke midoonam bedoone man ham zendegish hamchin avaz nakhahad shod. faghat khoda midoone cheghad doosesh daramo che isarhayi hazeram bekhatere boodan bahash bokonam. i guess too late. I guess oon vaghta ke bayad mikardam tarsidam. alan dige oon nemikhad. he has moved on and so shall I. faghat nemidoonam chera tavanesho nadaram. chera ba inke midoonam far'am too zendegish, chera ba tamame vojood doosesh daram? ensani natavaan va zaeif shodam. joloye adami ke aslan ahamiati nadare barash. shayad rast mige o in harfa barashnarahat konande o azab dahandast. ama man aadat karde boodam bahash harf bezanam va oon komakam kone. fek kone dige dorash gozashtedoreye naz kardano naz keshidan. doreyi ke har kar mikhastam baram mikard. va man hamoonja moondamo oon rafte joloye jolo. ebhad jolo ke dige nemitoonam tashkhis bedam ye roozi male man boode...