15 sep

emrooz dovomin shekast khordanamo jashn migiram. eshtebah e ghashange zendegim. kasi ke be man esbat kard hich mard i layegham nist. eshgh ro toom kosht. adam shenasi=0. tamame in modat mano abuse kard. mano asheghe khodesh kard va kari kard har bar ke tel harf mizanim va ghat mikone bemiram ke chera ghat kard. mano teshne kard. dar akhar hamchin az posht khanjar zad ke nafahmidam chi shod. khanevade zendegi va hame chimo naboood kard. be madare fereshtam tohin kard. hamaro zire soal bord. khodaya chera be man ghalb dadi? chera tepo tep ashegh misham? asheghe adamaye eshtebah. tamame harfaye delamo behesh zadam bad baz abuse kard az hame chi. chera mardom esmeshoon be harekateshoon nemikhore. chera mardom enghadr khodkhahan? hamash manafe khodesgoon . khoda gavahe ke age kare khodesh moshkeli pish nemioomad man alan inja nabooodam. adam ba eshghe zendegish ta koja zarbe mizane? chijoori delesh miad too chesham nega kone bege doooset daram vali behem khanjar bezane? eshtebahe ghashange zendegim