yaaftam!

dishab shabe yalda boodo delem kheili gerefte bood. dashtam joshan mikhoondam o doostimoono moror mikardam ke bebinam chi shod ke ma intor shodim ke nagean be yek haghighat dast yaftam. mr A yek control freak hast va tamame davaaye ma sare in boode ke chera man be 100% harfaye agha goosh nemikonam:

hanooz khodesh ro nadide esrar dasht ke bia tavalode doostam va man con nemishnakhtamesh goftam na. koli narahat va chogholie mano be mamanesh kard

avalin bari ke mikhastam beboosamesh mano keshid kenar ke na inja joloye maghaze khoob khaterei nemishe baramoon

3 hafte bad az moondanam dallas vaghty gharar bood bargardam gal , goftam kamtar mikham beinamet. chon movafeghe nazaresh nabod yek dava rah endakht.

bad az inke ashty kardim barash yek zarf gereftam az wallmart ke tosh ghaza bebare karesh, az size zarf khoshesh naioomad. raft do ta kharid yeki vase khodesh yeki vase man

sare asbab keshish dashtam komakesh mikardam, daem migoft ino bechich too kaghaz ino napich

sizdah be dar rooye boat har chi sare nim saat goftam bar ggardim goosh nakard. goft na ta oon noghte mirim bad bar migardim

kheili esrar ke man bayad toro nesoon bedam be familam ta man movafeghat nakadam . har bar sare in moozoo dava mikardim ke belakhare goftam bashe (har chand vaghtesh pish naioomad dige)

tavalodesh har chi goftam man bayad 9 bargardam khoone baz kare khodesho kard resturano dir gereft va mna majboor shodam 11 beram va ba akhme mamanam rooberoo sham


azash khahesh kardam yek weekend biad pisham gerye kardam. goft na saram dard mikone va kar daram. badesham goft ke age miooomadam ba rules ke too saram bood joor dar nemioomad.

ba ham davamoon shod man goftam man ezdevaj nemikham goft pas inja ma be ham nemikhore khastehamoon khodafez

concert goftam chon babam hast nemitoonam bebinamet va bahat harf bezanam. zahr kard concer ro behem fardash ke chera be doostam salam nakardi.


bad az inke baham beham zadim 20 ta zang zad ke I miss you bia beham bargardim. goftam bash ama Baby to nistam. oon ro ham nemikhast va goft hoseleye loos bazio nadare khodafez.

100 bar behem goft ba babat dar morede man harf bezan. man ke mitarsidam daem migoftamm na. ta inke tasmim gereft baraye tanbihe man khodesh biad ba babam harf bezane.

mariz bood barash shir gereftam. behem goft age whole mikle nemikham ha????!!!!!

tasmim gereftim ba ham berim biroon oon goft nahar man goftam yek kare bahal. fardasht mano kasht. chera???? akhe to gofte boodi kare bahal manam hichi be zehnam naresid.


delam tang shode bood behesh zang zadam ke delam tang shode. goft so do I owe you anything now that you love me??? badam goooshio ghat kard. faghat chon khodesh in rabetaro in bar initiate nakarde bood.

yek boze akhvash mikhast ke daeman behes bege chashm. be hich kodoom az pishnahadha va harf haye man ke goosh nemikard. ama man bayad hamishe 100% tabe aghaboodam. fek konam hamin mano shekast. kash midoonestam chijoori in control freeak booodanesho mahar konammmmm:((

hurrican ike

chand rooze kheili tanham. hes mikonam kheiliii tanham. hich ki nadaram baham berim biroon. hichki nadaram bahash darde del konam. delamam khob taban too in dallase koofti vasash tang shode. hurricane oomado az man khabari nagereft ke man khoobam ya na.
ba in ke be aghab ke bar migardam mibinam az hameye karash badam miad va hichi nist ke azash khosham biad, yani hichiiiii az akhlaghash ro doost nadaram, chon tanham mikham pisham bashe.
khoda kone in hame tanhai o gerye o azab chizi yadam bede. yadam bede adama cheghadr bado namardan.
khoda kone enghadr voojoodam az khoda por she ke dige ehtiaj be hich kas nadashte basham ke bahash dardedel konam.
dooroogh chera be samira o bf esh hasooodi mikonam. be sara o bfesh hasooodi mikonam. mage man az oona chi kam daram?