2 days after last break up

2 rooze gozashte. khoda ro shokr ziad bad nagzashte. oonam fek konam baraye ine ke hormonam namonazam nist. ama khob bazi vaghta havase sedaye gandesho mikonam. goftam benevisam ke yadam bemoone vaghtiam ke bood hamishe teshneie dashtanesh boodam, hich vaght man behesh zang nemizadam. montazer mishestam ta fekr nakone koshte mordasham. pariroozam ke zarbeye akharesho zad. gharar gozasht be man . goftam yek kari fun konim goft bashe. gharar bood mesle doostaye mamooli bashim baraye ham. az shabe ghablesh tapeshe ghalb dashtam baraye didanesh. hamom raftam moohamo dorst kardam. sob az halate mamool zood tar pashodam. baraye kimia ghaza dorost kardam. mesle ferfere kar mikardam ke age zood zang zad moatalesh nakonam. arayeshamo kardam hazer shodam . hoodoode 2 bood. tamame modat hey delshoore dashtam ke dare bazim mide ama bavar nakardam. fekr mikardam be harfayi ke bahash bezanam. tarze neshastanam. kojaha b ham berim. har chi sab kardam zang nazad. saate 3 o rob bood dige zadam biroon taghat naiovordam. zang zadam barnadasht! adami ke hatta age too chaham bod bar nadasht. adami ke har chi mishod telesho bar midasht. migam khab boodi mige na! mikhastam begam pas che gohi mikhordi az sob mano moattal gozashti. chizi nagoftam ta khodesh goft akhe vasate rooz ke nemishe kare fun kard. onja bood ke fahmidam he stoood me up. in zarbeye akharesh bood ke zad. gharar bezari bad tooo delet cancelesh koni. alan kami missesh mikonam. ama bayad stop konam. 1 sale mano khoord karde. bayad move on konam

rooze 2

emrooz rooze dovomie ke be ham zadim. kheili behem sakht migzare. har lahze doa mikonam behem zang bezane. ba inkme midoonam khoshbakhtam nemikone. 100 bar doa mikonam khoda mehresh ro az delam biroon bebare. va 100 bar dastam mire ke behesh msg bedam chetori. khodaya zaman ro zood begzaroon